Sassy.

Reasons why I don't give a shit about it anymore:

1. Up until I quit giving a shit, I had to work much much much harder to have a speck of fun.


2. Worrying is a waste of time that I don't have.


3. I am me, and I'm good with that 95%. The other 5% is my extraordinary freak magnet of a personality.


4. I have to start living.


5. I need to have stories to tell my kids/grandkids.


6. I need to have stories to tell myself.


7. I feel like if I don't go out and have the perfect perfect rest of my high school career, I will hate myself for the rest of my life.


8. Coulda woulda shoulda. I already have enough of those, I don't need any more.

Shit will happen when shit wants to happen, because hitting the fan is what shit does best.

Shit.