I want to write.

I feel like typing, but I don't really have anything good or interesting to talk about, so I'm just going to state random facts about myself.

I think that's self absorbed enough for a blog entry, right? Good deal, leggo.

• I love chocolate ice cream, and every night my sister is home we stay up late, tell corny jokes, stories, and eat a ton of it. Best bonding time ever.
• Hawaii Five-0 is the best cop show ever. Followed by The Mentalist and NCIS. <3
• My favorite show in the history of time is The Rifleman. It's an old western.
• I hate change.
• I hate having my fingernails unpainted and my hair too long, but they both grow too fast and I can't keep up. Plus haircuts are ridiculously expensive. Boo.
• I hate having to pick between homework and scholarships, therefore I end up not doing either half of the time. Hence blog.
• Before I started talking to James, I probably got a total of three texts a week. If that.
• My class ring gets too big when it's cold outside.
• I don't mind glittery things, but I haaaaate when glitter gets on my skin. Grosses me out.
• Blood. Is. Disgusting.
• My feet are sick.
• I have a folder devoted to speech.
• I have a folder devoted to scholarships.
• Both folders are pretty worn out.
• My phone isn't a smart phone. It's a touch phone. No internet, just a couple pre-set apps. No app store. And I bought it myself. It's really not that cool.
• I always have 2 hair things on my wrist, and I usually have a hair bra, too.
• Science and math are my two least favorite subjects.
• I love painting things.
• I love taking electronics and machinery apart. Grease, shit, and mud don't bother me at all.
• My friends and me talk about poop and periods too much.
• I have axillary hyperhidrosis. Not treated for it, but it's legit. My armpits are a faucet. Omg.
• I probably have too many pairs of shoes, but it always seems like I can never find a pair that fits my outfit.
• I can be greedy and take things for granted, but when I realize that it makes me sad.
• It's difficult to find the balance between being the girl-next-door-sweetheart and the strong-independent-don't-take-no-shit-woman.
• Life is rough.
• I'm proud of my scars. Especially my tractor tire burns.
• I'm shaped like a pear. Whooo for birthin' hips.
• After I started talking to James, I completely quit giving a shit about what anyone else thinks about how I look. Confidence, check.
• I love reading novels about magic and weird shit like that.
• I love museums.
• I love antique shops.
• I loooove auctions.
• Movies make my day better. Even if it's a shitty movie.
• Art can move your soul. Legit. That ain't hippy shit.
• A good pair of heels can magnify your swag by 235,907,234 x.
• I'm not a huge fan of my birthstone. Ruby, meh. I'd be a terrible pirate.
• I don't like pearls, either. But I wish I did. If I did like them, I'd wear them like they did in the '50s. Classy.
• I refuse to boss my boyfriend around.
• I refuse to drag my boyfriend to a chick flick.
• I would braid my hair more if my layers didn't always fall out of it.
• My hair is neither curly nor straight. Wave central right heah.
• My eyelashes are huge, and I'm still addicted to my falsies mascara. I freakin' love it.
• Chapstick is amazing.
• I'm always dehydrated.
• When I'm tan, like really tan, my skin color could pass for a Latina. Easy.
• Cassidy is my exact opposite, yet we're supa tight.
• I wish I had more close friends than I do.
• I don't like it when people hate on other people that I don't mind.
• It's easy for me to be a bitch about something I really care about. Hem, FFA, hem.
• I want everything done right. Therefore I feel the need to do everything myself. Therefore always busy.
• I believe in taking responsibility.
• I believe in promises.
• I believe in respect.
• I believe in a better future.
• I believe in a complete no bull shit policy. Even if that's hard for me sometimes.
• I believe in being a better person.
• I believe that God loves us, even if we're all shitty people. I believe he forgives our sins as long as we know we did wrong and try to do better.
• I never bullshit God. I cuss when I pray. I tell him like it is and I hope he doesn't mind. How can he trust me when he knows I'm not real with him?
• 89% of the time when I pray, I'm asking for something. It makes me feel bad. Like He hasn't done enough for me already, and I'll always want more.
• I'm afraid the real world will break me.
• The world is huge, and part of me thinks it's awesome and wants to explore it all, and part of me finds it terrifying and wants to go sit in a hole.
• My favorite color changes seasonally. Sometimes more.
• I am a dog person.
• I can eat an entire family sized bag of sour cream and onion potato chips by myself while watching one movie. Just ask Alex.
• I'm afraid of getting fat and having heart problems because of it. Family deal.
• Volleyball shot my knees to hell. I'll probably have to get them replaced before I turn 50.
• I really enjoy scrapbooking. Yep, I'm secretly 30.
• I also think kitchen utensils are cute. Seriously, I love looking at cute new spatulas and junk.
• I use Google Chrome.
• I'm afraid that journalism really isn't my fit. Really scared. I feel like I would much rather be a mechanic, photographer, auctioneer, but I doubt I could make a living off those. Even together.
• My bucket list is insane. Ly awesome.
• I have a book devoted to all of the lists of things I need to do, see, read, watch, or experience before I die.
• I have way too many can koozies. And I don't even drink.
• I love listening to music I've never heard before.
• Photography is my passion.
• I miss volleyball like crazy and I get choked up every time I think about it.
• I. Will. Make. It. To. All State. In. Individuals. I have to.
• Procrastinatorrr~~~
• My laugh is obnoxious, but I love it.
• I write things I need to do on my hand. I can lose a paper, I can't lose my hand.
• Every day I write in my planner. Someday I can look back and see what I did on January 5th 2012 and give a shit. Maybe my kids will think it's cool, I don't know.
• My grandpa (Papa) died November 28, 2005 and 11:30 pm from lung cancer. He had malignant tumors on his voice box and another in his brain. At the end he had seizures, and that's finally what did him in. It was because he smoked Winstons from the time he was 15 until he was 57 ish. He was the best grandpa I could have asked for. I love him so much, and I miss him like crazy. Every day. ♥
• My other grandpa, Grandpa Dittmer died of Parkinson's in 2002. I was always afraid of him, for some reason, which was stupid. I wish I would have known him better.
• Grandma Dittmer was a saint. Sweetest woman I have ever met. She had 9 kids, one that died as a kid. One of 7 girls I think. She had 30 grand kids, and knew and loved every single one of us. She was up in her 90's when she died, and that was just because it was her time. She was all used up by the time Jesus called her. I know she's up in heaven. If she's not there, the rest of the world is straight up fucked.
• I'm afraid my dad won't get to walk me down the aisle.
• Some asshole I don't know told me one time that my dad will never see my kids, and that thought has been in my head ever since.
• After this year, I won't be taking violin lessons anymore, and I couldn't be more excited about this. Seven year old me is pissing her pants with happy right meow.
• I say right meow a lot.
• I say bro a lot.
• And bruh.
• And dude.
• And broski.
• And dudebro.
• And occasionally dudebroski.
• My iPod has everything from Seether to Glenn Miller and everything in between. Except classical and metal. Everything else in between.
• 98.7 KMGO is my station.
• I have never won a trophy.
• I've only won one medal. And that was in an academic bowl.
• Winnie the Pooh is my favorite cartoon character.
• Mulan is my hero. Still.
• People like MLK Jr., Sojourner Truth, Maya Angelou, Catherine the Great, Katharine Hepburn, and Ghandi inspire me to do better. If they could, I can.
• I don't disrespect presidents. I may not like one, but I know they all do what they think is best. You can't ask more than that.
• I go to church every week. It's one hour. It's good for ya.
• I'm always afraid of offending people.
• I doubt you've read down this far.
• For some reason, I find this horribly fun. Narcissistic much?
• HARRY POTTER♥
• I never want to lose contact with my friends. Especially the ones with big plans that I've had their land-line memorized since I was 7.
• My best friend, Alejandra "BA" JoLynn Sudbrock makes the best damn toast in the world.
• I miss playing bari sax.
• I feel like I'm cheating on iTunes with Spotify...
• I have facebook, myspace, twitter, pinterest, tumblr, blogger, flickr, and a Walgreens account. Omg.
• Tagalongs are the best girl scout cookies.
• I still don't get why my boyfriend likes me. He's clearly the cooler one of us.
• I need to take a math quiz.

Okay, I'm done now.

Thanks.

Bye.♥